Defeat

Today I am feeling defeated.

I try to keep it mostly lighthearted on this blog, but today I don't have it in me.  So if you're looking for something fun to read, come back tomorrow.

We were given a pretty new, pretty beautiful washing machine.  I was so excited.  Seriously, I could have cried I was so happy.  I had really taken being able to do laundry for granted.  Unfortunately, it has a broken part.  A broken $70 dollar part and my husband isn't sure he can fix it.  We don't have $70 dollars.  Here's hoping we are able to get it fixed...

This baby is due in seventy-something days.  I'm excited to meet this baby.  Super excited to cuddle a new little person.  But how are we going to pay for this new baby?  If you have any genius ideas, let me know.

And the last thing I will complain about today is the fact that all I want to do is sit around and complain.  I can't seem to lift my spirits.  I wake up feeling tired and sore, I can't take Ava out to do much because of said tiredness and soreness and I need to stay off facebook and quit reading about everyone's super summer vacations.

I promise, no more posts like this for a long time.
For now, I'll just sit here and drink my favorite caffeinated beverage while keeping Ava entertained with Phineas and Ferb.  Mother of the year right here.